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Elaine2

My Journey

Diagnosed at 36

My journey began over two years ago when, upon waking, I began having difficulty moving and the initial "getting going" was very troublesome. I saw my primary care physician (PCP) and he informed me that it looked like I had Osteoarthritis; not an uncommon diagnosis for a middle-aged mother of three. I began taking an Ibuprofen regimen.

As time passed, I saw my PCP several more times because the medication was not working. He referred me to a Rheumatologist, in the belief that I still had arthritis because all other tests were normal. A week before I was to see the Rheumatologist, a new symptom emerged that couldn't be ignored. A tremor started on my left hand mainly affecting my thumb and index finger. I contacted my PCP and he assured me that everything was ok, but ordered a CT scan and MRI because of a family history of MS. All was normal and I saw the Rheumatologist who reviewed my medical history and many test results. The doctor did not really know what to say. Here was a young woman with a tremor that moves like a snail sitting in front of him with perfect x-rays, blood tests, and imaging results. He sent me home with a "trial" diagnosis of Fibromyalgia and a large bag full of pills that made me sick, including a harsh one for depression because I started crying in his office. This also rendered me with an emergency appointment to a Psychiatrist. I even began to think I was completely crazy. I tried this for five months.

On September 24th, I walked in to my PCP's office and told him, "I have had enough." One look at me and he was on the phone with the Chief of Neurology, who brought his entire team down to see me. After viewing my vast medical history with my PCP and conducting an extensive neurological examination, the doctors agreed that I should be hospitalized for some trial medications that might work for me. I still did not have a diagnosis, but inside I felt this was the path I was looking for.

They only needed to try me on one medication. With the first dose of Carbidopa-Levodopa, I felt an improvement that I thought was completely impossible. I felt better and more in control than I had in over a year. Second dose, I was walking and turning better. Third dose, my tremor ceased completely for five hours. I was elated with these results. On September 25th my life changed when the Neurological team came for their rounds and saw my improvement. I was suddenly numbed inside by the silence in the room and all 15 of them staring at me. The Chief of Neurology quietly sat by me and, with a concerned expression, told me that because I had such a dramatic response to the medication, it was confirmed that I have Parkinson's disease. I had only very briefly heard of this disease before. He told me that when he viewed me walking, my arm did not swing as it should, my gait on the left side was very different than my right, and I had more difficulty with my left hand and foot than my right. I showed positive signs of rigidity, decreased facial expression and bradykinesia; this could only be because of the lack of dopamine that is produced by my brain. 

The magnificent medication that was given to me in the hospital did not make its way home with me. The doctor informed me that there is a window of time that Sinemet works well and then there can be complications such as ON/OFF periods, where it doesn't work properly or at all, and let's not forget dyskinesia. He said it would be easier for a physician to give this medication, which will only work its magic for 5-10 years, to someone that only has an approximate lifespan of 5-20 years. He did not think it was a good option for me, a young mother of three. I came home from the hospital and spent the last couple of months believing that, until scientists find a better alternative, I could expect a lifetime of medication cocktails to try to control the symptoms, and living at 70-80% efficiency.

Through the wonderful education and suggestions from APDA, and better communication with my doctor, I found out that despite Sinemet's side effects, avoiding it completely isn't always the best route for everyone. These terrible side-effects don't happen to everyone, and if they do, alterations can be made to the prescriptions, and there's also DBS surgery. I spoke with my Neurologist about my quality of life. How debilitating it is to have to force myself to walk, not to mention embarrassing. Today is December 1, 2010 and my prescription of Carbidopa/Levodopa SR should be arriving by mail any day. My doctor and I both find this encouraging.

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I suggest you try out different neurologists who specialize in movement disorders to determine which is the best fit. Not all neurologists are familiar with the specific issues those of us with Young Onset Parkinson's deal with. Also not all medications work the same for everyone. Please try not to get discouraged. There are some wonderful people out there who are more than willing to share their information and referrals with you. Keep your thoughts positive and know you are not alone.

Tonya, Feb 20, 2011

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I have not been diagnosed with PD but I have been suffering for over 5 years with all of the symptoms of PD...I am now 43. I too cried in the rheumatologist's office, I too was labeled severely depressed...I too was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. I understand your journey. I hope to visit a neurologist soon (now that I have insurance) and I continue to hope for answers. I wish you the best :o)

Lisa Ring, Feb 22, 2011

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Sinemet is wonderful. My dr. says that we really do not know if the drug stops working or if it just cannot cover the more advanced loss of dopamine. I'll use it as long as it works and if I need to use an electric scooter later, I'll tool all over the world in it!

Suzanne, Apr 3, 2011

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In my recent experience,for making Sinemet have a longer effective life, may I suggest you all speak with your health care physician/specialist about a trial of Vitamin D in the gel cap form only. You need to take an adequate amount to do some good or it will not work AND you need to monitor your intake amount closely as you can take too much to your detriment. Fortunately there is a blood test you can take which will help your physician flag a situation where they can determine if Vitamin D is ok for you to continue taking. It has been a miracle because when I tried it approximately three years ago, within two days I HAD TO CUT MY DAILY DOSE of three of the four prescribed medicines I was taking for PD and at very high dosages ... by a full 25%!!! I am sill at this reduced by 25% level some 3 years later with very light degradation of function over the past 3 years. I have taken sinemet steadily since 1996 or about 15 + or - years now.

Bill Groth, Apr 26, 2011

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I felt a tremor in my right arm at age 45. A close friend who is a neurologist watched me very carefully for over a year and then sent me to the dept. of neurology at the University Of Michigan where I was diagnosed with Parkinsons almost immedately. I took Sinemet and several others for 20 years and was able to be a DBS candidate in 2009.It has changed my life. I am now almost symptom free and take a very low dose of Sinemet only. There is life with Parkinsons and a new life with DBS.

Patty DeYoung, Jun 10, 2011

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I was diagnosed with PD 2 1/2 years ago. I'm a Registered Nurse and it is becoming more difficult to do my job. Writing and "off" times are cumbersome; soup is off the menu! I went to a neurosurgeon yesterday about DBS. I want/need to talk with someone young and female who has had this procedure. I'm 49 and I need to work. Sometimes the pain of getting out of bed is terrible! Knowing that exercising is crucial is stressful for me because I feel like I'm existing in mudd. Everything is so slow. I have a hard time expressing how I feel. I'm depressed because I can hardly move and hardly moving makes life depressing. Does anyone else feel this way?

Lisa, Aug 9, 2011

Lisa, I was diagnosed with PD in 2001, I was 45. My main symptom was fatigue and a change in my gait. I also had dramatic changes in my hand writing. After 10 years I still have no noticeable tremor, and the slight tremor that only I notice is completely stress related. I didn't take Sinemet for the first two years or so, using instead Marepex and Amadadine. I have resisted raising the Sinemet dose for several years opting for functional rather than normal. For the past year and a half I've been off the Marepex entirely it made me extremely sleepy, to the point of narcolepsy and caused some obsessive thoughts that were quite annoying. At every step of the way I've had to shake off the urge to go with the conventional wisdom. I have a great neurologist at the VA who trusts me to guide my own treatment. She seems to understand that I have a brain and live with this thing every day. I have tried consultations with some big name clinics and doctors, and she has supported me every time. The results have ranged from quite distressing and disruptive, to confirming that what we were already doing was working well. My realization in all of this is that, while a physician partner can really help, they can't make it go away. I have terrible pain first thing in the am getting out of bed. You're the first other person I've heard discuss this. I have a pretty high pain tolerance, but some times I really dread it. The thing I have discovered in all of this is that I have to keep my life about more than PD. If the only thing I get for struggling through the pain of getting out of bed is another day with PD, what's the point? We are all more than a diagnosis. I struggle with slowness and not wanting to exercise, and people asking "how are you doing" and having no real desire to hear the answer. Parkinson's is teaching me things that I would have never wanted to learn had I a choice. I can't say that I'm open to the lessons every day, but I've learned to be thankful for the lessons I never would have learned without PD. I look at DBS as something I will use when its all that's left. My "ace in the hole" if you will. I have been able to shift and adjust meds, exercise, and work schedules, leisure activities, and other things to get relief and stay positive. For me managing stress, keeping engaged and seeking new interests and physical activity are all essential. My fear about DBS at the two and a half year mark is, what do you do 3,5, or 10 years from now? I hope this helped, hang in there and remember you are a valuable person. Keep talking to us, you are not alone.

Chuck Vilord, Aug 10, 2011

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Check out this new article that just came out this week:

Deep Brain Stimulation May Offer Lasting Benefits for Parkinson’s Disease

Study: Patients Continue to See Improvements in Tremors 10 Years After Surgery
WebMD Health News

http://www.webmd.com/parkinsons-disease/news/20110808/deep-brain-stimulation-may-offer-lasting-benefits-parkinsons-disease

APDA National Young Onset Center, Aug 11, 2011

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I have been experiencing a great deal of the symtoms of PD with muscle spams and tremor of my left hand mainly in my wrist and thumb. the problem is i often don't even know my hand is vibrating quite a lot until someone points it out to me. but when i attend my GP often the tremor isn't visible. i tried to hold my hand in all different positions to see if it brings on the tremor, but to no avail, which meant my GP only sees a general shackyness which appears to be related to anxiety. Recently over the last week i noticed when my hands are down at my side if i move them into a specific position my whole wrist and thumb does all the vibrating i've been experiencing for over the last two years. Does this mean its not PD because i can hold my hand in this certain position and it starts to vibrate.
Also i have a lot of other off and on symptoms such as my four toes on both feet curl inwards and both my hands are becoming claw like in particular on my left side. i also feel generally unsteady and my hand writting has changed completely. there are many more symptoms such as my head somtimes shakes if i put my head back a bit more than my normal posture. Also very occassionally my left arm goes completely rigid and at first the pain is very bad, but after a very short time the pain eases and i can reach down to my left hand, which is almost clenched and pull it out of the positon but if i don't pull it right up to just under my chest it springs back into the spasm with the severe pain and i have to start agin. this has only happened to me twice over the past month, but it took about four times on both occassions to find out that i needed to pull my arm right up out of the spasm. can anyone tell me if any or some of this sounds like PD, in particular the volantory trmor part. thanks A

Anne Hynds, Jan 23, 2012

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Hi Anne,

We would suggest seeing a movement disorder specialist who specializes in diagnosing Parkinson's disease. Some of the symptoms you are describing does occur in PD, but it would be best to get it checked out. To find a movement disorder specialist, please contact your local Information & Referral Center. http://www.youngparkinsons.org/how-we-can-help/information-referral-centers. You can also contact our center directly at 877-223-3801.

Warm Regards,
APDA Young Onset Center

APDA Young Onset Center, Jan 25, 2012

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